| ok....uh so...i guess i need to update...uh well i got a one at state...i had a really great time at prom with kadeaus...and i got really sick but im better again...and graduation is in a week...and rachel is at my house speakin spanish to me and i dont what the hell she is saying...it sounds like she is freakin out on me about something....lol...im not kidding...xanga is stupid...im done.... |
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| ok....so uh i got a one at solo and ensemble last saturday and the chamber girls got a one as well so im going to state and state is on the day of prom.... so im not too happy that it's on the same day but i think everything will be okay... i mean its not like im goin with anyone so who cares really...
Easter is this weekend so im goin crazy because thats my favorite holiday...on Good Friday im singing and then after the service the youth group is showing the Passion of the Christ, so if anyone wants to come its goin to be life changing...and i cant wait...believe me if u arent saved yet that is the service to go to...its amazing!!!!!!!!!
im sorry that this is so long, it's just that i have a lot on my mind. Im starting to get really tired of many people that will remain nameless...u know im just tired of dealing with their drama and im tired of getting my feelings hurt all the time...im tired of being stepped all over at my job and im tired of getting blamed for stuff that i dont do...im tired of living in a place where u have to be rich and skinny and white( no offense to my white peeps) to get what u want and im tired of just being where im at in life...i just have to wait on the Lord to take me to somewhere new and i know He will...i just need to wait a little bit longer...
cearria |
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| WOOT WOOT!!!!!!
GO GATORS!!!! woohoo!!!! man the game last night was frickin amazing...that Noah kid is amazing!!! that boi can play some ball....UCLA never had a chance...lol...they stomped all over them...
ok anyways ive got my prom dress and it is beautiful...i cant wait until prom...i think that it will be stupid (theme) but hey i get to dance and wear a sexy dress all night...im coo...anyways im doin ok right now...i'm getting mad at my job and i want to quit...im getting mad at school and i want to quit that too...my brothers are driving me crazy because they are bigger and way stronger than me...i guess it wouldnt bother me that bad if they werent 12 years old and both over 5'9"...and i have a competition this weekend that i feel i'm not really ready for....and now i have to go start cooking dinner....but uh i like cookin so i guess thats alright... |
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| Hey everyone!!!!
so nothing really has changed...i still haven't gotten my prom dress and i dont really want to look for a date...so i prolly wont have one....but i think that i have accepted that...i have two big competitions in the next two weeks that i am no where near ready for and im scared out of my mind...but all i can do is go one step at a time...i dont know...im feeling a lil "blah" today...u know??? i dont really feel sad and i dont really feel happy...i just feel "blah"...i wish i could just graduate so i dont have to see that school ever again...lol...yeah im a lil negative... but what can i say...im "blah"...
cece |
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| u know what?!?! people can be so annoying...i mean just really stupid and annoying...I'm ready to get rid of this whole highschool routine and go on to bigger and better things...i just want to not be so busy all the time and not have to worry about getting up at 6:30 in the frickin morning to go to school to...what...learn how to add and subtract?!?! to what...write stupid essays?!?! to what...be stalked by a weird ass girl?!?! I'm ready to go to college and be done with some people i wouldnt be too sad if i never saw them again...
ok im done venting... i guess that im letting senioritus get the best of me... |
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